It was such a rainy day the weather literally matched everything I wanted to feel.
So I chilled with some friends we smoked then watched broad city and a honey boo boo marathon. Ate organic light salted popcorn and rice cakes laughed then I left their room to head to my apartment , but I wasn’t done with my emotional trip, so instead I took the elevator up 3 floors without a warning text and knocked on my on and off again 2.5 year fb. We ordered takeout watched a sad drama then I let him fuck the pain out of me. He’s the only person that allows me to actually feel a true emotion otherwise I’m mostly just numb.